2020-10-14 - Sadness and sorrows

Day 209, in this Journal

"This too will end, and a new beginning will come"


Today I had a good talk with my brother from another mother, Anders. And it was a long time since we last talked, and I miss talking to him as he such a good friend and like the brother I never had. I have other brothers (From other mothers) too, but this relationship was instant from the first time we talked. I'm also the godfather of his (and Karins) son Mika that tragedy past away last year.

Carrying around pain and sorrow is a hard thing to do and we talked about sadness and loss today. I have my sorrows and Anders got his. We share a part of it, but I can never imagining that loss he has experienced. But it is what it is.

One of my big sadnesses and in fact a real heartbrakes, that almost made me loose my life. That story I will publish tomorrow. It's my most personal and important story and after writing it the weight on my shoulders has been lifted and I feel so much at ease now finally. But it has tormented me to my core. It will be posted on Medium.

I also finished another article today. About how important is to train your brain as well as your body. For me, diagnosed with Parkinsons, it's important to keep my brain fit to tackle obsticles
in the future.

..... And on that note remember that the Covid-19 crises aren't over yet so......

Be safe, keep your distances and wash your hands and take care of each other and your Lil selves!