2020-09-23 - Emotional day

Day 188, in this Journal

"This too will end, and a new beginning will come"

It's been an emotional day today, my friend that ended her life a month ago would have had her birthday today. So I went by where she used to live, to in a way pay tribute to her. To be honest I had dreaded going past there, because it would be real then, that she's gone. Wherever you are I miss you dearly! 💔🙏

I had also an appointment to checkup my pacemaker, and everything was good with it. It goes in mostly when my pulse goes under 50 bpm especially during sleep so it's only correcting my heart about 6-8% of the time. Four years more left on the battery. And then it was time to tweak my DBS settings. So I got 2 new programs in it that hopefully will work better. The newest setting seems to be good, even if it's not perfect, I surely hope my musclespasms/tics will disappear now. Will return to that subject later on.

So to conclude, exhausting day.

..... And on that note remember that, the Covid-19 crises isn't over yet so......

Be safe, keep your distances and wash your hands and take care of each other and your lil selves!