Day 103, in this Journal

"This too will end, and a new beginning will come"

(A Sunday philosopher entry)

Since my fathers demise in 2004, sundays hasn't really been the same for me. And for many years past that I tried to find me a new home/church but haven't found it so I'm literally homeless religiously. I haven't lost my faith, no it has actually grown stronger. And one event that really made me realize that I was supposed to be here was my suicide attempt one day before christmas 2014. It impacted more for me than any other single event in my life an I'm so grateful I didn't go through with it. I would have missed out on so many things, but the greatest of them all is my 4 grandchildren. My granddaughters are my hearts and souls that make me a better person/grandfather.

Life is all about growing and learning, and that's one thing I got from my father Lasse. He never stopped learning new things, and it's also a part of who I am. I refuse to be slowed down intellectually as long as I live! And I have big problems with people that let them selves stop being curios and learning new things. I ofc understand that it's easier for them to just stop but for me that's a key for the people I want to have in my life.

Prayers go up, blessings comes down. Hallelujah!!
But as many as received him, to them gave he power to become the sons of God,
even to them that believe on his name:
John 1:12 KJV

But for now,

Be safe, keep your distances and wash your hands and take care of each other and your lil selves!